There is no god

There is definitely no god

Nobody listens

All prayers go unheard

Nobody manages anything on this earth

Its just a planet

Where you, me and they live

ഞാനൊന്നിരിക്കട്ടെ ...

കാണപ്പെടാത്തത് ഉണ്ട് എന്നുള്ള ബോധ്യമാണ് വിശ്വാസം എന്ന് പണ്ട് മതബോധന ക്ലാസ്സില്‍ പഠിച്ചതോര്‍ക്കുന്നു. എത്രയോ വിശ്വാസങ്ങള്‍ ഇല്ലാത്തവയായിരുന്നു എന്ന് വലുതായപ്പോള്‍ മനസ്സിലാക്കുന്നു...ഉണ്ട് എന്ന് വിശ്വസിച്ച ഞാനോ തെറ്റുകാരി, ഉണ്ട് എന്ന് വിശ്വസിക്കണം എന്നെന്നെ പഠിപ്പിച്ച സാറോ തെറ്റുകാരന്‍ ??? ചില ചോദ്യങ്ങള്‍ക്ക് ഉത്തരം നല്‍കാന്‍ കഴിയാതെ വരുമ്പോള്‍...... ....തൊട്ടടുത് ഉണ്ട് എന്ന് വിസ്വസിചിരുന്നവര്‍ ഇല്ല എന്ന് മനസ്സിലാക്കുമ്പോള്‍ ....കണ്ണടച്ച് ഇരുട്ടാക്കേണ്ട അവസ്ഥ വരുമ്പോള്‍ ....
ഈ മൂല്യം ഞാനങ്ങു മറന്നോട്ടെ ദൈവമേ .....


                                                                                 ........തുടരും

THE nocturnal day

Everything could go frozen in a day's time. . .

Wind was not strong like any Mike Tyson punch, neither monsoon poured down in the middle of a snowflake parade

But cold as ever is what my expression demands to put into words, when this day opened her eyes on me...perspiring chill !!

A 6:00 am in a 29^th July trounced over all the unreal imaginations of his and hers in a fleeting moment

And all else was just Mr. Magic Emperors’ art. But we let it not far away t think and thank him for getting us the ‘original US’…

 The art was perfect, rather better than perfect. Like enjoying every bit of the smooth chocolate blended with the sweetest poison.. tenderly wild…breathing love into each other..

A lifetime of sweet fragrance that would never evacuate haloed them further.

Love is just as sweet as you are !!!

tenderly tickled

i love loving you
there was no beginning and there would be no end
being kept in the unwashed winds of time
and rowing afar to the infinite snowlines
its all a new day, renewed and afresh
watching my soft finger nails caressing those untouched lips

i am getting myself back
through you and with you

i love missing you
may be the fallen tears were yet to find an answer
listening to what they say flowing on the tiny cheeks
its much beautiful than before
where art has not yet discovered a pencil to attempt...


                                                               to be contd

shadows alone

wen i look bak, i found no one
wen i stretched ma hand, no one held it
thoughts keep on whispering...alone...lone...one...ne...e...
i know..the unlocked truth
you shadow...you are the reason

my shadow beams power!!!

Its just not how much I can

its not the limit my eyes can see

what the unopened eyes of inner sense always thought

what would never be made by the natural wind or water

but what the self of my self always longs for

the moment of that extreme eccentricity

aah! Madness of course to not dwell in the same sands of time

go ahead, furthering to cloud nine

with the effect of my effect

never withering apart

to the horizon again!!! 

On a Sunday eve

When I lay in front of you

With my head bent down

I donno wat to pray…

I donno wat to tell you…

Coz I know wherever I am

U’re the only one who knows me in and out.

My lips give pleasing smile

But ur the one who knows how deep my heart aches…

U are the only abode,

I feel I am safe in…

Elsewhere I go, I keep on hiding

But to you I come, and get my tears wiped

Yesterday, today and tomorrow

To say, “You Jesus is the only savior”

My lips are not worthy enough I feel..

I donno how to stop my heart from breaking

When its too bitter and blue…

I know you’re near

But

I always turn my eyes away from you..

O’ Lord..

The one who shed even ur last drop o’ blood for me..

I ask you now

Pls take me back to you

Let me fall in the river of oblivion……..