THE nocturnal day

Everything could go frozen in a day's time. . .

Wind was not strong like any Mike Tyson punch, neither monsoon poured down in the middle of a snowflake parade

But cold as ever is what my expression demands to put into words, when this day opened her eyes on me...perspiring chill !!

A 6:00 am in a 29^th July trounced over all the unreal imaginations of his and hers in a fleeting moment

And all else was just Mr. Magic Emperors’ art. But we let it not far away t think and thank him for getting us the ‘original US’…

 The art was perfect, rather better than perfect. Like enjoying every bit of the smooth chocolate blended with the sweetest poison.. tenderly wild…breathing love into each other..

A lifetime of sweet fragrance that would never evacuate haloed them further.

Love is just as sweet as you are !!!

tenderly tickled

i love loving you
there was no beginning and there would be no end
being kept in the unwashed winds of time
and rowing afar to the infinite snowlines
its all a new day, renewed and afresh
watching my soft finger nails caressing those untouched lips

i am getting myself back
through you and with you

i love missing you
may be the fallen tears were yet to find an answer
listening to what they say flowing on the tiny cheeks
its much beautiful than before
where art has not yet discovered a pencil to attempt...


                                                               to be contd

shadows alone

wen i look bak, i found no one
wen i stretched ma hand, no one held it
thoughts keep on whispering...alone...lone...one...ne...e...
i know..the unlocked truth
you shadow...you are the reason

my shadow beams power!!!

Its just not how much I can

its not the limit my eyes can see

what the unopened eyes of inner sense always thought

what would never be made by the natural wind or water

but what the self of my self always longs for

the moment of that extreme eccentricity

aah! Madness of course to not dwell in the same sands of time

go ahead, furthering to cloud nine

with the effect of my effect

never withering apart

to the horizon again!!! 

On a Sunday eve

When I lay in front of you

With my head bent down

I donno wat to pray…

I donno wat to tell you…

Coz I know wherever I am

U’re the only one who knows me in and out.

My lips give pleasing smile

But ur the one who knows how deep my heart aches…

U are the only abode,

I feel I am safe in…

Elsewhere I go, I keep on hiding

But to you I come, and get my tears wiped

Yesterday, today and tomorrow

To say, “You Jesus is the only savior”

My lips are not worthy enough I feel..

I donno how to stop my heart from breaking

When its too bitter and blue…

I know you’re near

But

I always turn my eyes away from you..

O’ Lord..

The one who shed even ur last drop o’ blood for me..

I ask you now

Pls take me back to you

Let me fall in the river of oblivion……..

ctrl C

Sitting in my room with suggested book ‘I too had a love story’ in the left hand, and coffee in the right, at 12.45 am, listening to the song

“gali gali ghoome.

Dil thujhe doonde”

I feel I too am in search of you or me?

I searched you everywhere and found many. They were all never you. They just resembled you. But the shadows are all dark. When the light rise up, those shadows vanish into multi coloured you’s and me’s.     Then I understood it was never you.

Once again I am wrong. Why didn’t I learn even after making several mistakes? But I do love my mistake. Because this is my own, mine and copyrighted life where I am what, when, where, how and why be the am.

Let tears trickle down

Let lips widen enough

Let me break my heart

Whenever I place myself for a You…

I do live the life for a reason

But what is you?

Or do you really exist?

Or is it me??? 

Battery Low

I know…I know…

Sometime before I was in love

In love even with the air that I breathed here..

                                 

But now I can feel some kind of foul smell

Hmm..the air stinks (he he)

And I need to realize it too…

The waves I emit do not match

They bounce back

Saying that ‘the subscriber you are calling is out of coverage area,

Kindly try after some time

Or

Your mail delivery system has failed.

Hmmm..a recharge is now necessary

I donno how, but seriously requires to keep

Going on and on and on!!!

Because the miles are not yet covered…still ways behind…!